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Wednesday, December 19, 2007

Selamat Berkorban! :0

Esok, 10 Zulhijjah 1428. Hari Raya Haji untuk kita semua muslimin & muslimat.
Selamat Hari Raya untuk semua.



Saya raya kat KL je. Tak balik kampung pun. Biasa je. Takde le kemaruk ( or 'kerayan' bak kata orang Pahang) nak balik. Kat KL pun bole raya.. huhuhu... tak kira di mana kita berada.

Sesiapa yang ada share dalam korban or akikah tu.. semoga suma ibadah diberkati & diberi ganjaran di dunia & akhirat.

-dla-

Our lipsticks & Ourselves

I was putting on my lipstick this morning when I realize that the top of my lipstick is flat. If I remembered well (which I'm sure I did) few years back the top of all my lipstick were always slightly slanted.

And I remember that I read something about lipstick and personality. So, I tried to search through google about personality & lipstick. Yeayy!!! I've found two sets of interesting info on lipstick& personality. Mine is No. 6. Well, some are true to the core but some are not.

I think as we mature throughout the years, our personality also changes. It may not change a lot but it does change.

*A* info are from http://www.personalityquiz.net/innertraits/lipstick.htm#1
*B* info are from http://www.eroticcosmetics.com/lipstick-personality-test.html

1.If your lipstick remains in its initial shape / Stays close to original tip slant

*A*
You always follow the rules
You are consistent
You don't like to be the focus of everybody's attention
You are shy
You are self-restrained
You are disciplined
You can make up your mind to dye your hair only at a pinch

*B*
Abides by the rules
Great follower
Does not like too much attention
A little self-conscious
Somewhat reserved
Likes a schedule
May occasionally color hair to attract attention

YOU ARE QUIET, sweet and well-behaved. You abide by the rules and do not like to cause trouble. You are not loud or obnoxious at all. You do not like being the centre of attention. The only exception is that you may color your hair occasionally, to attract attention from boys or fit in with a group of girls. You are very good at sticking to a schedule. You tend to be a follower rather than a leader in social groups. You are able to be alone and enjoy your own company. You can sometimes be self-conscious. You would like to learn to be more outgoing.


2.If your lipstick is of a rounded shape / Rounded, smooth tip


*A*
You are sociable
You are friendly
You are composed
You are a woman of principle
You are attractive

*B*
Easy going
Peacemaker
Even-tempered
Steady
Likable
Generous

YOU ARE EASYGOING, relaxed and likeable. You have a calm and confident personality that draws many admirers, both male and female, to your side. People like to be around you and you have the potential to win many friends. You are a natural diplomant and you are good at being the peace-maker when your friends have arguments. Your friends trust you for advice. You are generous with your friends and you are very good at cheering up someone who is feeling blue. Your serene manner shows other people that you are self-assured and you like who you are.

3.If your lipstick has a sharp-pointed tip /Sharp-angled tip

*A*
You are full of inspiration
You are curious
You like to be the focus of attention
You are mysterious
You are an egoist
You are faithful
You are skilful
You love life

*B*
Opinionated
High-spirited
Dislikes schedules
Selective of friends
Outgoing
Likes attention
Argumentative

YOU ARE HIGH-SPIRITED, energetic and independent. You have strong opinions and you stick to them, no matter what other people say. You are quite outgoing. You tend to be a leader in your social groups. You are very choosey about who you call your friend. You are quick-moving and active. You have the natural ability to be good at many sports. You may not be much of a team person though, because you hate sticking to a schedule made by someone else. You like to "play things by ear" and see what happens, not plan everything in advance. You love to be the centre of attention. You are also argumentative and may have a hot temper sometimes.


4.If your lipstick is of acute, but smooth shape / Sharp-angled, curved tip

*A*
You are a person of creative intelligence
You are of an amorous disposition
You are active
You are sociable
You are susceptible
You are always ready to come to rescue
You need to be more orderly

*B*
Creative
Enthusiastic
Energetic
Talkative
Loves attention
Falls in love easily
Helpful
Needs schedule, but dislikes one
YOU ARE CREATIVE, fun and outgong. Your enthusiastic manner wins you many friends. You have a positive and accepting outlook on life. You are very energetic and talkative. You are able to carry on a conversation on almost any topic. You can always make someone feel comfortable around you. You love attention and you will do your best to get it. Your friendships are very important to you. You fall in love easily and you are a born romantic. You are also a helpful person and your friends know they can come to you to get good advice. You dislike sticking to a schedule, but you probably need one. You are a likable and giving person.



5.If your lipstick has a rounded shape with a pointed tip / Tip rounded to a point

*A*
You are attractive
You devote yourself to your family
You are a woman of your word
You are a leader
You are stay-at-home
You are prone to exaggerate
You are opinionated
You are sociable

*B*
Lovable
Family-oriented
A "doer"
Can give orders easily
Domestic
Exaggerates sometimes
Stubborn over little things
Needs people around
YOU ARE HIGH-SPIRITED, energetic and independent. You have strong opinions and you stick to them, no matter what other people say. You are quite outgoing. You tend to be a leader in your social groups. You are very choosey about who you call your friend. You are quick-moving and active. You have the natural ability to be good at many sports. You may not be much of a team person though, because you hate sticking to a schedule made by someone else. You like to "play things by ear" and see what happens, not plan everything in advance. You love to be the centre of attention. You are also argumentative and may have a hot temper sometimes.

6. Flat top /If your lipstick has a flat tip

*A*
You are scrupulous
You are a woman of high moral standards
You need everybody's approval
You take care of yourself
You are trustworthy
You are a pussyfoot
You easily take decisions
You like to defy your destiny

*B*
To the point
High morals
Needs approval
Careful about appearances
Very dependable
Conservative
Quick mind
Loves challenges
YOU ARE STRAIGHT-FORWARD (VERY MUCH!!! ) , honest and intelligent. You don't like a lot of small talk(REALLY??! hahaha NO if it refers to gossips.. Well I don't gossip about people around me. But I do love to gossips about those stuppppid Malaysian artists... AND YES.. I distaste small talk. I don't like prelimanaries. If you need something from me,just aks for it. I don't need the 'how are you' etc stuff. Sounds so stuck up rite? hehehe..). You are aware of your opinions and good at speaking your mind. You do not respect people who tell lies or exaggerate their stories. You are very dependable and even somewhat conservative. You are a keen thinker who loves challenges. You have the natural ability to do exceptionally well in academic situations. Your high morals lead you to disapprove of people who act immaturely or in a sleazy manner. You are careful about your appearance, from your clothes to the way you act in front of others. You want people to like you and need the approval of friends, family and teachers.


7.If your lipstick has a concave tip / Flat top concave

*A*
You can be a good detective
You are quick
You are brave and enterprising
You are a researcher by nature
You have a complicated character

*B*
Makes a great detective
Makes friends easily
Inquisitive
Adventurous
A prober
Complex
Exciting
YOU ARE ADVENTUROUS, curious and intelligent. You have an excellent eye for detail, good people skills and a smart mind. You would make an excellent detective! You are outgoing and friendly. You make friends quite easily. People find you exciting and interesting. You are inquisitive and love to delve into the "why" and "how" of things. When you are fascinated by a problem or social situation, you will not rest until you have analyzed it completely. You are complex and not everyone gets you, but most people like you anyway. You will have an exciting life!


8.If your lipstick is of acute shape / Sharp angles both sides

*A*
You are self-confident
You are hot-tempered
You don't like restrictions
You carefully choose friends
You are open-minded
You like being the focus of attention

*B*
Spiritual
Curious
Seeks attention
Mysterious
Big ego
Faithful
Looks for easy way
Loves life
YOU ARE SPIRITUAL, confident and outgoing. You have a strongly developed spiritual sense, and you might even be a bit psychic! Your curious nature leads you into many interesting situations and friendships. You are an attention-seeker who needs to be noticed. You are self-assured and confident about yourself. You love flattery. You want others to praise you and look up to you. You are somewhat mysterious, and people find this attractive. Many people like you. In love, you are very faithful. You have an open, adventurous attitude to life. You love new situations and you could even have a daredevil nature. You can be lazy occasionally and you often look for the easy way.

Di Persimpangan Dilema (final)


Ima duduk diam membiarkan Kak Anis, mak andam itu membetul-betulkan tudung berwarna peach yang melitupi rambut dan dadanya. Dipaksa diri ketawa mendengar celoteh Hanim, teman serumahnya. Bukan celoteh Hanim tidak kelakar tetapi dia yang sebenarnya resah. Akan bahagiakah aku? Bagaimana kalau….? Bermacam-macam perkara bermain-main di fikirannya. Astagfirullahal azim…Kenapa dengan aku ni. Bukankah aku telah meminta petunjuk dari-Nya.


‘Ima…makcik faham keadaan Ima. Makcik nak Ima tahu, siapa pun di antara Hafizi dan Fuad yang jadi pilihan Ima, makcik akan seikhlas hati menerima Ima sebagai menantu. Dan kalau….kalau bukan di antara mereka berdua yang jadi pilihan Ima, makcik redha dengan ketentuan Allah. Tak ada rezeki makcik nak bermenantukan Ima. Tapi janganlah Ima tak datang menjenguk makcik langsung nanti.’ Lembut dan sayu kedengaran suara Puan Aishah menyuarakan isi hatinya.

Kak Long Mahani yang duduk di sebelah Puan Aishah hanya mengangguk mengiakan kata-kata emaknya. Dia rasa bersalah terhadap Ima, walaupun dia bukannya sengaja menimbulkan gelodak di hati gadis itu. Pertemuan dengan adiknya Hafizi tempohari yang mendorong dia untuk bercerita dengan emaknya dan lantas mengunjungi Ima untuk memberitahu bahawa tiada guris di hati mereka walau apapun keputusan gadis itu. Cuma sedikit terkilan andainya tidak seorang pun di antara Hafizi dan Fuad yang menjadi pilihan Ima.

‘Makcik, Kak Long, terima kasih kerana memahami Ima. Berilah Ima masa untuk berfikir,’ ujar Ima yang duduk di sebelah Mak Denya.

‘Fikirlah masak-masak Ima, ini masa depan Ima.’ Nasihat ketiga-tiga wanita itu masih lagi terpahat di ingatan Ima. Masakkah keputusan aku? Heemm…masak ke…separuh masak ke…aku dah sah jadi isteri orang malam tadi. Sukar untuk Ima membuat keputusan sebenarnya. Walaupun dia agak marah dengan tindakan Hafizi berterus-terang dengannya di saat-saat dia mengukir bahagia bersama Fuad, namun dia tetap menimbangkan nasihat lelaki itu pada pertemuan yang lalu. Lantas solat istikharah dilaksanakan, bukan sekali tetapi tujuh kali, hingga dia benar-benar yakin untuk membuat keputusan.

Upacara akad nikah berlangsung tenang malam tadi. Yakin dan tenang suaminya melafazkan akad. Cuma hati Ima yang berkocak. Ya Allah, tenangkanlah aku. Yakinkanlah aku dengan keputusanku. Doa Ima berkali-kali dalam hati.

Lamunan Ima terhenti bila beberapa wajah yang dikenalinya tersembul di muka pintu bilik. Dia tersenyum gembira menerima kehadiran rakan-rakan zaman persekolahannya dulu.

‘Tahniah Ima,’ suara seorang rakan lamanya sambil bersalaman dengan Ima.

‘Tak sangka wanita hati besi kita akan kahwin hari ni. Siapalah jejaka bertuah yang berjaya mencairkan hati besi kau tu? But anyway…congrats Ima,’ sampuk seorang yang lain. Kata-kata itu meletuskan ketawa besar bagi mereka yang berada di dalam bilik itu.

Ima turut tertawa dengan usikan rakannya itu. Dia maklum dengan gelaran wanita berhati besi yang diberikan kepadanya sewaktu zaman persekolahan. Gelaran itu timbul lantaran sikapnya yang langsung tidak mengendahkan salam perkenalan dari pelajar-pelajar lelaki yang ingin menjalin hubungan cinta tadika dengannya. Aku ke sini untuk menuntut ilmu, dan ilmu cinta bukan satu darinya, aku juga tak mahu kecewa, fikir Ima waktu itu. Masanya dihabiskan dengan belajar bersungguh-sungguh dan bergiat aktif dalam kegiatan-kegiatan ko-kurikulum. Hati Ima yang sekeras besi waja itu terbawa-bawa hingga ke alam pekerjaan, sehinggalah dia diperkenalkan dengan Hafizi oleh seorang kawannya. Sedangkan batu pun akan lekuk jika dititis air. Begitu juga hati Ima. Akhirnya lembut juga dengan perhatian yang diberikan oleh Hafizi. Oleh sebab itulah hatinya benar-benar terluka dengan sikap Hafizi yang seolah-olah mempermain-mainkan dirinya.

‘Dah bertemu jodoh, kahwinlah aku. Korang pergilah makan dulu, jap lagi aku bersanding. Tunggu tau, nanti kita boleh ambik gambar.’

***************
Azan Isyak yang berkumandang dari masjid berdekatan mengejutkan Ima yang terlelap selepas selesai solat maghrib dek kerana kepenatan melayan tetamu yang hadir, disambung pula dengan gotong-royong mengemaskan rumah dan persekitarannya.

Ima terus bangun menuju ke bilik air untuk mengambil wudhuk. Sekembalinya dari bilik air, Ima agak terperanjat melihatkan kelibat suaminya yang sedang duduk di birai katil, seolah-olah sedang menantinya. Selepas selesai majlis bersanding dan makan berhidang siang tadi, mereka tidak berkesempatan untuk berbual-bual berduaan.

‘Kita jemaah Ima.’ Ringkas ucapan suaminya.

Ya Allah…Ikhlaskanlah aku menerima dia sebagai suamiku, doa Ima sungguh-sungguh dalam hati sewaktu mengucup tangan suaminya selepas mereka berdua selesai berjemaah Isyak. Tanpa dapat ditahan setitik air matanya menitis lantas mengenai tangan suaminya. Ima segera mahu bangun namun pegangan kemas dibahu memberhentikan tindakannya itu. Dia terpaksa duduk semula menghadap suaminya yang masih bersila di atas sejadah.

‘Ima…duduk dulu. Ima nak ke mana tergesa-gesa ni?’ soal suami Ima lembut.

‘Aa…aa…nak tolong mak di dapur. Boleh buat air milo sekali. Nak minum milokan?’ Ima tidak keruan menjawab soalan dari suaminya.

‘Takpe, milo tu boleh buat kemudian. Dapur pun dah habis kemas tadikan…..Sejuknya tangan Ima, Ima berendam dalam ais ye?’ Suami Ima cuba berjenaka apabila melihatkan Ima keresahan. Lahir sedikit senyum di bibir Ima tetapi tidak lama. Keresahan kembali menerpa.

‘Ima…kenapa ni? Ima tak suka dengan perkahwinan kita?’ suami Ima buat-buat sayu ala-ala lakonan Rosyam Nor. Suami Ima memaut dagu Ima perlahan, supaya pandangan Ima menghala kepadanya. Dia merenung Ima lembut, terpancar cahaya kasih yang melimpah ruah buat isterinya yang seorang itu di mata.

‘Entahlah…susah nak cakap.’ Terlepas keluhan berat dari mulut Ima. Perasaan Ima bercampur-aduk, gembira, sedih, suka, hiba, hingga menjadi sesuatu yang sukar ditafsirkan. Bahagiakah aku dengan penyatuan ini? Cintakah aku kepadamu wahai suami? Dapatkah aku menjadi isteri yang baik dan solehah buatmu? Segala macam persoalan timbul di benak fikiran Ima.

‘Ima..…sesungguhnya abang teramat gembira hari ini. Gembira dan bersyukur kerana kita sah disatukan menjadi suami isteri. Tapi abang tak mahu andainya hanya abang yang gembira dan bahagia, sedangkan Ima sebaliknya. Kongsilah dengan abang, apa yang merisaukan Ima.’ Tangan Ima dielusnya perlahan.

‘Aa..awak…saya…hheemmm.’ Ima mengeluh lagi.

‘Awak?! Ala..tak best la panggil awak. Panggil la kekanda ke.. honey ke..sweetie ke...munchkin ke..baru best’ , tegur suami Ima sambil membuat mimik-mimik muka yang kelakar.


‘ Uwekk..’ balas Ima sambil menjelirkan lidah. Hilang rasa gelisah di dada melihatkan kelakuan suaminya yang kelakar itu. Namun fikirannya hinggap pada pertemuan dua bulan yang lalu.


‘Ima….kita telah diberi petunjuk oleh Allah melalui istikharah kita. Nyata tiada jodoh antara kita. Perit untuk I akui hakikat ini, tapi Allah itu Maha Mengetahui apa yang terbaik untuk kita. Kita wajib redha dengan Qadok dan Qadarnya. I ikhlas menerima you sebagai ipar I.’ Ingin disapunya rembesan air mata yang membasahi pipi Ima tetapi dia tahu syarak tidak mengizinkan lantas hanya sehelai sapu tangan dihulurkan kepada gadis itu. Dia tahu selepas ini dia perlu membuang jauh semua perasaan kasih dan sayang terhadap gadis itu yang telah bermukim di hati. Dia akur dengan ketentuan Illahi.


‘Ima,….abang tahu istikharah Ima telah melorongkan Ima kepada abang sepertimana istikharah abang yang telah menyakinkan abang untuk melamar Ima. Abang bersyukur pada-Nya kerana membukakan pintu hati Ima untuk menerima abang. Terima kasih pada Ima kerana sudi menjadi isteri abang. Abang janji abang tidak akan mempersia-siakan Ima.’ Dia akan menjaga Ima dengan sebaik-baiknya sebagaimana janjinya kepada saudara lelakinya. Dia bersyukur hubungannya dengan Ima akhirnya mendapat restu lelaki itu walaupun dia tahu hati lelaki itu terguris.

‘Abang…Ima akan belajar untuk menyintai abang. Sukar sebenarnya bang kerana hati ini pernah terluka. Ima tak mahu terluka untuk kedua kalinya. Bantulah Ima. Ima tak mahu menjadi isteri yang derhaka pada suami.’ Pinta Ima bersungguh-sungguh.

‘Insya-Allah Ima. Abang janji…kerana abang mahu Ima menjadi isteri abang dunia dan akhirat.’ Janji Fuad, suami Ima sambil mengucup dahi Ima.


Bagaikan permata
Dicelahan kaca
Kerdipnya sukar tuk dibezakan
Kepadamu Tuhan
Kupasrah harapan
Moga tak tersalah pilihan

Nur kasihmu mendamai di kalbu
Jernih setulus tadahan doaku
Rahmati daku dan permintaanku
Untuk bertemu di dalam restu

Kurniakan daku serikandi
Penyejuk di mata, Penawar dihati
Di dunia dialah penyeri, Di syurga menanti
Dia bidadari

Kekasih sejati teman yang berbudi
Kasihnya bukan keterpaksaan
Bukan jua kerana keduniaan
Mekar hidup di siram nur kasih

Ya Allah…
Kurniakanlah kami isteri dan zuriat yang soleh
Sebagai penyejuk mata….

Kurniakan kami serikandi
Penyejuk di mata, Penawar dihati
Di dunia dialah penyeri, Di syurga menanti
Dia bidadari

Kekasih sejati teman yang berbudi
Kasihnya bukan keterpaksaan
Bukan jua kerana dunia
Mekar hidup ini disirami nur kasih

Di tangan-Mu Tuhan
Kusandar impian
Penentu jodoh pertemuan
Seandai dirinya tercipta untukku
Relaku menjadi miliknya

Kurniakan daku serikandi
Penyejuk dimata, penawar dihati
Di dunia dialah penyeri, Di syurga menanti
Dia bidadari

Kekasih sejati teman yang berbudi
Kasihnya bukan keterpaksaan
Bukan jua kerana dunia
Mekar hidup ini disirami nur kasih
Mekar disiram nur kasih……..

-TAMAT-

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Dua Insan

Ingat tak lagu DUA INSAN. Lagu tu lagu M. Nasir dgn sapa ntah. Pastu ezad exist tu nyanyi semula dgn sorang minah indon ni. Jiwang habis la lagu tu.. But I LIKE :))
Ni ada sort of vc lagu tu. Cun gilerr edited graphic die-from final fantasy.



***credit to ahmadsufi6177( i don't even know this person)

Dah ada?

Apa yang dah ada?

Dulu masa bujang, orang selalu tanya:
-Dah ada bf ke belum?
-Bila nak kawin?
-Kenapa tak kawin lagi? -Hoho.. as if (o_o)

Dan skrg bila dah kawin, orang tanya pulak:
-Dah ada isi? (ayoyo..can I say- I just had my breakfast, so 'memang ada isi until I b*r*k)


Dan agaknya bila dah ada 1 or 2 anak, orang akan tanya:
-Cukup ke?
-Bila nak tambah lagi?

I don't know whether this is a part of our so called 'beautiful Malaysian culture' or wat.

*When I was single, I don't owe them(those who asked but they actually didn't really care about your answer!) anything where I have to explain to them why I'm still single. But I did enjoy giving nasty + sarcastic remarks to these nosy people. Hahaha... and I do have quite a list of nasty remarks :).. (refer last par)

*Now that I'm already married, I don't have to explain to them that I cannot get pregant until my gynae say 'GO'! They just wouldn't understand unless I narrated the whole long story (cysts+laparactomy+diagnosis+cancer+chemotherapy+etc) which I believe they couldn't care less.

So.. why ask?
I guess they run out of topic. So they think 'the question' is the safest topic for them to use.
People might have the impression that I'm so stuck up when I write something like this. But truly, haven't you notice that some people around you just couldn't resist asking you such question. And those people are people whom you meet once a year, people whom you don't include in your list of good/close frens, people whom you categorize them as 'acquintance' rather than 'frens'.

I guess, we should ask another set of questions to these people. Questions like:
*ON 'bila nak kawin/dah ada bf?'
-perlu ke saya kawin skrg? (hint: do emphasize on 'perlu' & 'skrg')
-kenapa tak tanya bile saya nak mati? sibuk dok tanya bila saya nak kawin...
-makcik/anak makcik tgh cari MADU ke? ( hahaha.. you've got to be REALLY CAREFUL to use this one)
-makcik/kak______ (fill in the blank), ni list ciri2 bakal suami yg saya cari. Bole tolong carikan? (it'll do you some good if you have a list which is thicker than any philosophy undergrad textbook)

*ON 'dah ada isi?'
-makcik/kak______, ada 'position2' yg daring&berkesan untuk saya cuba? kalau bole demo lagi bagus! ;)

..later on this. Got to start doing my work now.:)

-dla-

Thursday, December 13, 2007

When You're Gone..

I just love this song... especially the part 'I MISS YOU'..
Yes.. i do miss you my dear husband :*
And I hope the 'when you're gone' part will never happen. Well..except when we part to go to work of course...hehehe..

Avril Lavigne "When You're Gone"
Album: "The Best Damn Thing"
Lyrics:
I always needed time on my own
I never thought I'd need you there when I cried
And the days feel like years when I'm alone
And the bed where you lie
is made up on your side

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take
Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
All the words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

I've never felt this way before
Everything that I do
Reminds me of you
And the clothes you left
they lie on the floor
And they smell just like you
I love the things that you do

When you walk away
I count the steps that you take

Do you see how much I need you right now?

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
And when you're gone
The words I need to hear to always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you

We were made for each other
Out here forever
I know we were
Yeah Yeah

All I ever wanted was for you to know
Everything I do I give my heart and soul
I can hardly breathe I need to feel you here with me
Yeah

When you're gone
The pieces of my heart are missing you
When you're gone
The face I came to know is missing too
When you're gone
The words I need to hear will always get me through the day
And make it OK
I miss you


Bersamamu...

I was watching Bersamamu at TV3 last nite, while waiting for my fav series: CSI MIAMI. Honestly, Bersamamu is a show I hate the most. Well there are other shows which I distaste, but I think Bersamamu tops them all.

Yes! It's true. I hate watching Bersamamu. I hate watching those children, 'makciks', 'pakciks' and all the chosen ones who does appear on the show asking for our help. I hate to see their sad eyes and watching their unfortunate life.

In truth, they do not have to even appear in Bersamamu to get help.
Where's our WAKIL RAKYAT?
Where's our notorious Ministry of Women, Family and Community Development?
Where's our Jabatan Kebajikan Masyarakat?
p/s: Duit zakat pun banyak kan.... juta-jutaan gitu..

It is true that we have to help each other. But the RESPONSIBILITY does fall on these so-called BERSIH, CEKAP& AMANAH people.

Were they less CEKAP, or painfully NOT AMANAH or totally NOT BERSIH i.e CORRUPT that they can't even manage to solve small problems concerning all this less fortunate people.

A revengeful side of me does wish that one fine day, our indifference leader of the country will be on the other side of the fence, where they are the one who'll do the begging.Oh! How I wish so...