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Monday, July 23, 2007

A Blessing in disguise {cont...}

Well.. after being discharged from the hospital, I stayed at home resting. The doctor gave me 30 days MC. WOW!!! hehehe.. I've never thought that anyone is eligible to have that kind of medical leave (so naive..). During my "resting" period, my husband did all the errands(especially cooking). We did have one 'kakak' to come every Thursday to help with the house errands.

On Saturday of the 2nd week of my MC, I experienced quite a pain on my back and around my waist. I've started to bleed at that time. I have to wait for my husband to come back from work before we go to the hospital.

We arrived at the hospital around 9pm. The doctor there said that I need to be warded. Goodness!!! I insisted on going back home but she said that I couldn't because I've lost too much blood. Gerrraaaammmnyyeeee!!!

I was so much in pain that I can't sit still. I think what I've experienced is some kind of a pre-contraction. Alhamdulillah, the doc prescribed some pain killer for me. I went to sleep after that.
About 4a.m. Sunday morning, I woke up in a sudden because I felt a huge lump coming out of me from 'down there'. At that time, I know that I lost our baby. :( When I took a look at that 'lump', it's a sponge-like blood clot with whitish membrane over it.

Thinking back, I don't know whether I was sad or what at that time. I think that's because the doctor keeps telling me that the operation put me at a very high risk of losing our pregnancy. So in my mind I am somehow ready for it.

3 comments:

achiema said...

wahhh ibukk kamu ada blog nggak kasi tau gue ye?? Kapan kamuu....benar2 kelewatan!!! hehee aku add yer!

achiema said...

wahhh ibukk kamu ada blog nggak kasi tau gue ye?? Kapan kamuu....benar2 kelewatan!!! hehee aku add yer!

dla said...

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